感觉 x 想法

跟随感觉-------- 对/错
理性判断-------- 对/错
两者之间的平衡点，可能只是一线之差。。。。

在一段关系里，感觉比理性来得重要？还是理性取胜？
人与人相处，摩擦是难免的。
重要的时——当下的诚意
诚意，可以决定饶恕的宽度，谅解的力度，更多是感情的深度。。。。

让人觉得不安的是，三个字“我以为”。
一句话，足够破坏一段巩固的友谊，产生让人负面的思绪。
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“我以为，你懂”。。。但其实我不懂。。
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“我以为，你可以”。。其实我想说“不可以”
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“我以为，他们”。。。那几时轮到‘我们”或是“你们”？？？

最恐怖是，“我可以，为什么你不可以？”
原因很简单，因为我们不一样。。。。。

走了漫长的路，回想如果今天走的是一个完全不熟悉环境的，我舍得吗？
他会不会像我们一样找到出路？
或许，我会希望那个人不需要向我这样。。。
疯子，
撑着疲惫的身躯，
搭上毫无方向及延长时间的交通，
转了不下十个弯，
花光了身上所有，
考试完飞奔着忘了午餐，
到头来转到了家，
滚滚的热气冲上头，
望着对方叹气。。。。

临时更该没错，错在事情的交待。
不指望细腻安排，只求晓得内容：时间，正确地点，支援。。
队友应该永远知道发生什么事，团队精神失去了真正含义。

最后，一句”对不起”是关键，能够融化冰冷的心，人们却常常把这三个字忘记。。

有时候，心直口快能让你“痛快”，总比按压感觉等待爆发来得少伤害。。。

Ps: dun tink too much...>.6

hustle and bustle life

oh!! Father Lord... this sem really tiring!!!!!
So demanding...
One more week to ENDURE!!!!
Please... Stay with me..
I need You...
Holy Spirit, give me CONFIDENT..
Yaya.. Nothing BIGGER than my precious Lord...
Pray..
Keep praying....
Moving forward...
Life Still Going On.....
Journey building Faith.... Amen.

If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes 
to the work of Your hand

When I'm blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes 
to the work of Your hand

As You (Jesus) open my eyes 
to the work of Your hand

Oceans will part 
nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shown
In my life Your will be done 

Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes 
to the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I'll delight in Your way

As You open my eyes 
to the work of Your hand ( x2)

Full Force

I dunno wat to do seriously..
I am in great fear and uncertain... 
Feel like i lost my joy this week...
When the number is dropping, people dun wan to come, is it my fault??
Lord, something wrong with me?!

Keep praying........... trying to squeeze all the confidence and recall His blessings...
Negative thinking, Shhooooo~~ Go away!!!!!

健忘症

人
都很健忘。。

健忘症候群（一）：回到过去
丢弃了的想法
又把它从新捡回来
还不时像个定时炸弹
提醒你它的恐怖性

明明知道是没有帮助
只会让你再次跌倒  
搞得遍体鳞伤
可却不愿割舍。。

健忘症候群（二）：紧记应许
成长路途中 
总有许多中途下车的念头
面对攻击评论时
一不小心就沉不住气
变成火山爆发

再不然   索性不想干了

往往忘了最重要的观众  是你

健忘症候群（三）：数算恩典
大大的错误
就是每次忘了    他的祝福
忘记了
因着他的恩典和恩宠
让我蒙保守

庆幸的是

还有耶稣这个帮助

这个深深地依靠

让出他的肩膀让你安然休息。。

伸出他温暖的手

来填补那腐烂的伤口

不会在你的伤口上撒盐

唯一会做的    就是在你的身边

静静的    看着你舔舐伤口

悄悄做着修复的工作

歌词：

帮助我   更多的祷告

帮助我   更深的依靠

单单相信你     深深敬畏你

一生      要跟随你

Be My AUDIENCE 4ever~~~ <3<3<3

-----IDEAL valentine-----

Someone waitin to see my post.. lol.. here i come..XD










2012, yes guess wat!? I'm still single.. KEKE.. I guess I'm not the only one.. :P

but somehow, thinking the ideal valentine's day I want.. ahha.. so just post for fun ok??

First, get a BF la of cozzz!! .......

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TO-DO-LIST:
1. Breakfast 2gether! Xd
2. Fetch me to skul and bac from skul (If skul is ON)...
3. Plan a 邂逅 of our own memories of meeting each other
4. Go for lunch.. den go for Desert (Creme Brule/Chesse Cake/Snow ice)
5. Movie (optional)
6. Share a pack of snack
7. Use a LOMO camera to capture the memories
8. Write a valentine note to each other
9. 大头贴！！！
10. Choose a small gift to each other
11. Dinner time- BEST if he cook on own..(quiet place is preferred)
12. Meet up with few best fren to share the happiness.
13. Short deep talk session.. share every feeling..
14. Send me home.....XD
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ahha.. THe End..x)

Nothing but boring.. ahaha... Simple is the Best actually......

Love letter to My Dearest VALENTINE.................................

Dear Jesus, thank you for your faithful and unfailing love..
I so glad that I've knew you for more than 5 years.. We meet in 2006 and now edi 2012..
And, We r still 2gether...
You are my best fren, spiritual partner and listener..
Always listen to my problems and complains in life, leads me on whenever I am weak, be comforter and lend me ur shoulder when i felt sad and emotional down...
TQ for given me the best of urs..
In the future, we will still stick together until the day You come again....
I'll love u no matter how many challenges I need to overcome and breakthrough in my life..

I will sing of Your Love 4ever~~~ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>CHING>>>>>>>>>>
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Anyway, Happy Valentine EVERYONE!!!!!!

Love regards, Ching <3<3<3

Promise

My lou sei... Ms.J text me..

J: " Dear, I'm fulfilling my promise.."

Me: "What promise?"

J: "I'm in the relationship.... but still not very stable.."

Me: "Serious!? Tell me.. Faster.."

J: "Haven stable.. Tell u soon la.. Busy a bit a... talk ltr.."

Me: "Cannot..=) "

J: (saying the previous sentences)...

Me: (whispering).. "Great.. dun wan to tell me.. who is Him a??"

Great, feiching.. u din even go and search for it.. And ur lovely fren edi one of them.. Arrr~~~~ God... I tot still alot like me.. Now i seem to be the minority... How great....>.<

She is a masculine gal ,but end up stepped into relationship earlier than me.. wao..
Suddenly tis song pop into my mind...

2nd SEM~~ 2012

Baru 2nd sem.. but i edi tired in mentally and physically..Need to get bec to my public transport life.. Especially everyday 6am in the morning.. It gonna kill me!!!!

2012, I thought it would be..
-easier life of year
-started with good cgpa
-everything well-planned

Somehow, when i open my lappy~~ oh dear... many planning to do..

**Uni life:
Last sem, mms 3.0 BUT eng 4 business C+.. It pulled my grade to 2.65.. CUPCAKE.. So this sem, i'm gonna work veli hard to boost it UP!!!! Guess wat.. I'm a trouble finder.. Always find troubles.. Always agree den onli start to think HOW ar?? Signed up for UTAR 10th AnniversaryFund Raising Committee.. and i realized it gonna last for half year till JULY 2012.. "good".. One week need to join meeting twice times.. One with main commitee and another with the diploma "kids"... I can start to imagine.. "my life"....

**CG:
Well, great MIRACLE for God.. Within one day, God make revival in the cell.. Members doubled up.. Just tat my FEAR had came out all of sudden.. It's time to take up the challenge?? maybe....... I claimed tat I scare till i ever think of quit the ministry..

After experiencing non-stop marathon serving in church, yesterday nite i was floaty and fizzing...Ended up lying on the sofa, till cant woke up tis morning.. just felt so sorry today.. All my emotions showed up..

Seriously, i dunno how to organise my time d somehow..
Things to do:

1. Mon: class from 8am- 5pm..
   
2. Tue: 8am class, visitation (catholic), meeting, sometimes practice
3. Wed: class from 8am to 4pm
4. Thurs: class from 8am-12pm, 2 hours break planned for visitation (taman Sea), 2pm continue class.., tuition class 8-10pm...
   
5. Fri: Visitation to Bukit jelutong..
6. Sat: (Morning)sel. dtg... all equipping class (Afternoon): Join vocal group, P&W, Service ( nite time) practice....
7. Sun: Service, practice, meeting, bible class....

(FULLY PACKED)...... Well.......

那些年：
Good start from the beginning of year.. Great to hear tat Taman Sea enjoy with us.. Now got 4 groups in cell.. How to lead them le??? hpmh... I think PRAY is the solution...

Oh Lord.. I luv your words today.. The ministry or CG is not mine.. But Yours.. So you'll sure tc of it pls.. Give me the anointing and strength... You're the God of Victory and Wisdom.. All i need to do is rely on you... May i be your vessel just like David.. i can ocercome all my obstacles... all the failure.. all the disappointment.. all the negative thinking...

YES I CAN!!! I can do anything through my Lord Jesus!!!